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July 06, 2010

Blueberry Love



Blueberries have been on sale (blame the economy) for a while at our market. I'm so in love with blueberries. My favorite berries I might add. So sweet and perfect to compliment anything you might wanna place them next to. They make me happy. I'm telling you all this because Patrick asked me "What is it that you want to do or get into that will make you happy that you can realistically do today, tomorrow, or as far as a week out?" Obviously blueberries are not enough to "change my life" but little things always add up, right?

Well... more than fruit I need a couple of other things. I need a job! I'm so annoyed and frustrated about the one job I really wanted. Will it ever happen? It's not up to me but I've been waiting for a long time. So it is way past time I start looking for something else. I don't even wanna think about this subject but I'm really tired of waiting here. Time to move on. If that job still happens I'll be on board happily ever after.

My boyfriend has been hiding in his shell. Probably since he's been back from his service. It's not like anything bad happened while he was there. He's always been a quiet guy. Doesn't talk much about his problems or his inner whatever. But since he's been back it seems he doesn't ever talk. It's like he's lost his ability to have a conversation sometimes. He doesn't even wanna see his friends. Don't get me wrong. He does have reasons like he is always tired working 12 hours then gym everyday... He has been stressing about his work conditions not improving like he is not paid what he deserves at all and the hours are so long, etc. He stopped caring for anything else almost. I need to break his shell once again and get him to enjoy things a little. That would make me happy.

I've talked to J a few times since last week. She is doing great and I'm feeling a lot better about her being away :)  She is hoping to be back early august if there isn't any news.

People we have a serious problem!!!! The 7th Harry Potter movie is almost out and next year we'll see the last movie!! Then it will be over!!! No more Happy Potter!!!!! No amount of vampire hotness can match the magic Harry provides... I'll be heartbroken my friends... But it is worth this love. My heart will go on and on...


Love yourself
♥River

7 comments:

CurvasPeligrosas said...

Oh I love blueberries too! They are my fav kind of berries. Where I live they grow strawberrys so they are almost always in season here, how I wish that was the case with the blueberries. :)

I have never read or seen any of the Harry Potter books/movies. I was told they were really good and that since my kids liked the twilight saga they would love Harry Potter even more. I really need to see about that since I see a lot of people rave about it. :)

:Deliciously Healthy said...

You've got me craving blueberries!

My husband tends to go into a shell when he's stressed at work too. This blog has SO many cute ideas to do for your sweetheart, to show them you love them, and put a smile on their face!!
http://loveactually-blog.blogspot.com/

JourneyBeyondSurvival said...

I love love love love Harry Potter. I'm sad the books are all done. I'm even more sad that the movies will be done and it will be over. :(

I'm sure you'll figure out how to get your happiness and help Patrick out of his shell. You're awesome girl.

Patrick said...

River, fruit makes you happy, then fruit yourself. Deciding to go after a new job can be a big decision. But more often than not it turns out to be a good thing. I did so about 10 years ago and it was definitely the right decision. Patience and persistence is the obvious advice in a job search. I'd assume that is true in Turkey as well as here in America.

My daughter will be in the same boat of tears as you willwhen HP comes to an end. So you will have company there.

Move on :-)

Drazil said...

Awww I hope your little turtle comes out of his shell....

Putz said...

your heart wil g0 ^ 0n river

Putz said...

your heart wil g0 ^ 0n river