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April 02, 2010

New Shoes Are Better Than a New Car

Today was a weigh in day and if my scale is still alive it's only because I can't afford a new one! Still waiting on that period bs to come in. It's been knocking on my door but no show for some reason. I have horrible horrible cravings. But the worst of it all... after two weeks of eating carefully, on target and working out my scale informs me that I gained half a pound!!! That little brat is so lucky to be alive, cos there are things I wanna do to it only serial killers can imagine! I do feel and look blothed, which is giving that "fuck it I'm gonna binge" feeling. I'm resisting so far. Thank God it's friday so I'll spend two whole days uninterrupted with my boyfriend. He had a stressful day at work too. We both need some sunshine and frozen yoghurt :)


I can't affor a new scale cos I just bought these babies from New Balance. My first pair. Always wanted one but there are not cheap at all. My father paid for them, otherwise I would have never gotten this good a pair. So thanks dad. I don't really know if I deserved the shoes but I sure needed them. They also make me feel better about that scale incident. Because I am working on my eating and exercise. Sooner or later that scale has to show some magic numbers. It will happen and I'll be damned if I give up now! I walked from the shop back home. 32 minutes. If I can get rid of my cramps I'll also do yoga later. Whatever happens I'll be fine.

4 comments:

Steph said...

cool shoes. i'm sure the gain will be water retention. resist the urge to binge and i'm possitve the results will be a lot better next week xxx

lowfatpie said...

hey, thinking about the other things that are positives about this whole experience. You have worked hard to make new habits, that's not something that should go unnoticed! the scale sucks sometimes but it shouldn't be our only tool to measure success! You are going to see that number go down again soon, I just know it!!

love the shoes! walk on babe!!

JourneyBeyondSurvival said...

You are funny. It makes me laugh the way you're cussing out the scale. RESIST le evil temptation to binge. You will have a better weekend. Take measurements or %body fat calculations or ANYTHING to keep from sabotage. You're awesome!

Megan said...

That binge feeling is so evil...so is the scale actually. Love your blog. Excited to follow.